I didnt really enjoy the experience as much as I would have liked to. I always had something going on in the back of my head. I was always wondering about what friends and family were not telling me over the phone because they didnt want to ruin my time on the show.
I think it affected me a little bit. As much as I just looked looked forward and tried to ignore what was going on, I would just go to sleep at night thinking about the conversations I had had on the phone or the things I had seen on TV.
I just hoped that everyone that I knew was OK.
Everyone was OK. But he stories that I hear now are just crazy. You just want to tell everyone to stop talking. I dont want to hear any more. Read more.


